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/ Sunday, December 27, 2009

I HAVE CHANGED TO TUMBLR! FOLLOW ME THERE YOU SILENT READERS! =D


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I just got back from meeting Haizad. Been using my head for the planning of chalet.

And my brain is so tired. ._. And my dear friend just called from camp cause he just made his girlf pregnant. Aiyo thammmbii, how could you be so reckless? Never use condom ah?

Anyways, all my kengkawans are either in camp now or clubbing. And here i am, stuck at home. Watching Singapore Idol which i'm super not interested in. Oh shucks. Family are out , watching Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.

This is what i get when most of my friends who i'm close to are all older than me. I feel so lonely. Macam nak ade boyf gitu. hahahahahaa. Eh eh, not.

Ahhhhhhh, nak jadi playgirl back ah! Ergh


/ Saturday, December 26, 2009

"I just want to feel safe with someone... to not always be wondering how
he feels about me, to not always be waiting for him to walk away, to not always
be wishing he would love me back. I need to be able to trust that a man is there
for me for the right reasons, because he cares enough to be there" -
[via.runawaytrain.tumblr.com]


Its okay afa. Just remind yourself that you're only 17. And and, you are far happier being single than attached. You'd create a bloody war if you ever get in a relationship! Pity the boy afa pity the boy!

K byeeeee.


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Since i've been sleeping alot. My brain gets worked up now and then and sometimes, the things that i've avoided thinking for the past days just pushes its way back up.
See how frusfrating it is? Because what comes with those thinkings are feelings that i really want to avoid. Feelings such as hurt, jealousy, doubt, confusion. All those not-so-great feelings. It sucks man. It sucks. Ergh.


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I just came back from a day long trip at Mersing. I wasn't supposed to be going because i'm still sick but Umi persuaded me to go cause she said i'm too sickly and she doubts i'd get any better if i keep going under the covers if she went away.

I don't even know where the energy from both my parents come from going after holiday after holiday. They just came back from Haj and a few days later, they planned to go some place else. But it was fun nevertheless.

Am supposed to follow Granny to Kelantan today but since its the moonsoon season and i'm alrd sick, Umi disallow me from following Granny. )): Now i can't see my cousins and the monkeys my Uncle has been taking care of since they were babies.

And FINALLY! I purchased my Body scrub from Body Shop and bought Mascara from the shop as well. So Metro's sale is on at Expo and i've yet to go for it. Maybe i shall go sight-seeing with Brother there tomorrow and then bring Umi along the next day to get the stuff. =D. Next week, i am packed full of activities. =D Here's how it goes;

Monday : Cikgu's chalet. May be tagging along w the babes.
Tuesday: BBQ at East Coast w my SnW mates.
Wednesday: Sleep under the covers of my warm bed. / Buy food for Chalet.
Thursday: NEW YEAR CHALET W CREW!
Friday: NEW YEAR CHALET W CREW! / Raffel's brother's wedding.
Saturday: NEW YEAR CHALET W CREW!

So so packed. Aiyoyoyoyo. But its for the best. It gets my mind off things. (:


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.AFA NABILAH.

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